Malaysian Hospitality

a miracle just happened to me today . i was at this cafe called Warisan after a long day at the library , and well there we are . me , my mom and my lil sis , after having our tea - break there , we left and we didn't realize we left our laptop over there until we're already half way back . we turned the car around , sumpah my mom suddenly kl drift ;) . and when we got there , the lappy was safe and sound :') . Malaysian people are just so kind and these are the things that I will surely miss when I'm in Ireland :) .

So , yeah . I'm thinking of all the craps that has happened at it's still the 2nd month . Through everything , I'll always have Teera , Miraa and of course Aryna :') . Thanks guys , for everything .

Oh , for you , I miss you once in a while . I just feel like talking to you , grabbing you as hard as I can like I used to . Knowing that I let you slipped away form my palms was entirely my fault . If I was a good enough friend , things would never turn out this way and for that I'm sorry . I hope you still remember once in a while and just F.Y.I , you're always on my mind. Yes , this is about YOU .

To him ;

LRK :) I wish you could love me as much as I love you , I wish I had the chance to feel the love that I yearn from you but hey , I didn't . And yes , I even thought of waiting for you . Right here , I'll wait a never-ending wait . But dear , it's time I let go . Don't you think so ? I guess you're good enough without me . You didn't even tell me you were leaving . So , maybe you're purpose of doing so is to hurt me because if it is , you did it :) . My heart is now broken into tiny little pieces and because of this , I can't love anybody . I have no heart to love anybody . And with these little pieces , I waited for you . But not anymore , dear . I'll mend my heart back , and I'll love someone , maybe not as much as I used to love you . But hey , I've got to start somewhere , right ? So , I am officially backing down from our little fight . Farewell :)

Taaaa :)

Sincerely,
AlisNurShafeeza :) xx